LETTING IT ALL OUT.

Grind time.
Eat. Sleep. Breath.:running

ILL FIND STRENGTH IN PAIN.

Here we go.

I can feel myself heating up with aggression and competition during my runs. Especially the fast ones. Trying so hard to hold back.

My guess, is it’s probably very entertaining to watch a hormonal & emotional wreck try to control herself.

Because I’m me- so of course I can’t help but release it.
Good. Bad. Ugly.
…As usual.

Oh well, I’d rather be a REAL failure than a perfect FAKE.. That’s for sure.

But the One that really matters.. The One it’s all for- He doesn’t laugh. He doesn’t judge. He just loves. He accepts.

& I’m glad.

The truth is:
I’m fueled by so much right now. And running solely off passion and emotion, it’s hard to stop it all from flowing out right onto the trail.

Every thing is all stored up inside, and I literally RUN OFF of it.

Who needs gels…

Every little backhanded comment, every piece of verbal abuse, each stupid lie, deadly drug, every toxic drink… every loss, false hope, and bashed dream- all of it. Anything that has ever littered my short 24 years of existence.

I’m letting it all out.

& It’s all leaving through my feet.

And all I’ve gotta say now:

TRY AND STOP IT.

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